Saturday, October 2, 2010
gentle into that good night
as you may have noticed i'm keeping my quiet these days. not that i do not wish to write, because i wish to not be able to write. very interesting spot in a lifetime. have learnt after a very long winding road that in this life the best thing to do is to stop being extraordinary. there are billions of wonderful ordinary lives out there. i'm trying to be one of them. stripping down from all needless desires such as loyalty life and peace. instead learning to settle. thinking of things that you know you can not explain to the people. moving by. who knows when i'll be back. if i'll be back, that is.
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intro to moodiness - lesson 1: even though you might wish to be a totally different person, like one of "those", to make life easier; even if you realize that what you "are" is the difficult way out and you are tired and desperate and hopeless and miserably alone while also painfully aware of the "ways" to enter to make it easier; YOU CAN NOT BE WHAT YOU ARE NOT. so sit down and bear with it, and realize that there are those who love you sooo much, and try to follow you(r steps) meandering through the miseries you've already experienced.Come on, for years you have loved the difficulty of it.
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