ivy upon the oars

i'm feeling a little upset right now so i'll put stuff down on here--maybe it'll help me cool off.

anyways--talking about the good things--yesterday was kinda great, course selections weren't as badass as usual, we had a lovely lunch of noodles+sushi with 2 of my closest (the girl with curls and my dear comrade in name) then went over to get some family stuff done. but what was the loveliest was coming across a 9 TL Ulyssess in a wonderful bookstore. with all the great things ezra puts in about that book i was starting to feel like i betrayed some higher notion by not finishing it up in time--i even thought it really wasn't about it being a library book or not--maybe i said to myself maybe i just lost my appettite. but thankfully that turned out to be wrong, i've been carrying it around all day, haven't yet started to read it again but i'm all butterflies inside. when i do get around to it hopefully it'll be the right place right time for us.

remember how i said i'd lock myself up this week? well that fell apart. again been out and about for the past few days--i still feel tired and beat. but until friday i'm trying very hard to not plan anything--which gives me about 2 days to enjoy on my own--and possibly to try and conquer the nasty cold i've been battling with for the past 2 days.

i did get a chance to see the entire grammy show. dylan was dylan, you know, but i think it was worth anything to watch the guys behind him--mumford&sons and the avett brother i think the names were--man, were they having the time of their lives. their energy and love and joy literally lit up the whole stage, made bob shine as well. and bob was in the zone, doing tiny hand movements and smiles--and even the heavenly harmonica came out at the end. mick was just a thunder, he came, he conquered, he went. it's like years don't even touch the surface with him. he can still perform well--too well, actually. and his starbright sexiness just fills up the room immediately. anywho it was a blast to watch him perform.

i also realized that i actually did listen to good stuff--and listened well--all through this little holiday season. i really did you know--some i had on my mind (simon&garfunkel, blind willie mctell) some just appeared on their own. i couldn't read a whole lot, but you know. you try.

anywho i am extremely tired and a little frustrated, i'll leave it off of at that. i'll get back soon. posibbly tomorrow. cheers.