come rain come shine

"Who says the river can't leave its waters?
Who says you walk in a line?
Who says the city change its borders?
Who says you're mine?"

so i wasn't planning to post at all today but something funny happened. mother invited over one of our neighbors to do a little fortune telling for me by the coffee cup. i'm putting these down mainly because i thought they were kinda cute--but also so i can keep track on whether or not they come true.

first off it was a wonderful day--for the first time in ages i had nothing planned (except some tasteless window shopping for courses--which are not going well by the way) so i just laid low and got some rest. then by the afternoon mom went over to the next door neighbor and brought back her daughter--the whole fam is notorious for their psychic intell.

anywho she started by saying that i get frustrated periodically--in the most ordinary moments i would stop and step back and either worry or complain about something that hasn't happened--which is so true that it's not even funny. but she said that all the troubles would soon be of the past (as they always are in coffee residues) and that i had a giant fish right in front of my face--fish is great fortune by the way--and she said there was a trail of papers lots and lots of papers. she also saw a man's shoe and a near-by voyage. she also saw two guys and in detail explained them to me. oh and then she saw me in a white dress and a golden belt.

anyways after saying all these wonderful things she ended by saying that i should learn how to wait. she said stuff that i want will happen but i have to wait for it. time and patience and letting it play down for a while. the only goddamn thing i can not do in this world is to wait but you know, it was actually sadly very superstitiously it made me feel good to listen to her. it was fun, you know, you simply very childishly but at the same time very wearily wish and hope that there is actually a way to look into the future.

anyways--i'll take my leave now--oh and there was a turtle. app i put my hopes and fears on the turtle and she said even though it moves super super slow it is a very ambitious turtle. it reaches its neck out and all that. and she said that my stuff looked intact on top of it. so we'll see.

run, turtle, run.