hiya lovers.
so have my coffee all made, my rock&roll station turned on (yes i still do like radio), am all well fed and rested.
i do have a few issues to discuss. not of greatest importance but you know, it's summer and all, nothing is all that important (the heat kills the grandness of any and all)--but here we go
first and foremost--i just got a job. creepily confusing is this new state of being, being paid and all ("tradin' your hours for a handful of dimes")--it makes you feel of use and in charge but at the same time you have committed the first crime of all time--for no poet draws out drafts for invitations for congress members' whatever and whomever--as you have finally put down all your eccentricities aside and and been tamed!--that's the word for it--tame tamed being tamed
still it's set for only a month so i'm still gonna have time to relax and get all bluesy and inspired and frustrated and all. funny thing happens today (don't ask me why i never know why i think of any of these things) anywho i realize all the decisions i've been dreading to make--i have been seeing them as limitations and deprivations instead of them being what they truly are-- options--- chances roads diverging in the woods maybe taking one does not mean not taking the other or maybe not taking them both could perfectly work out but so would be picking out both--who knows--
so i'm much more mellower now. was at a fashion show last night--makes you realize a kindred spirit is a kindred spirit after all could be a pen or a guitar or a pair of scissors but creativity is one admirable outlet of emotions
watched that movie about edie sedgwick last night--then a beatles documentary which was adorable. i'll probably talk about them in the upcoming days but for now--i'm gonna split.
love you all
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