colors

i was gonna talk about something else--i've been outlining that in my head for some time but i watched something this morning that sparked a completely different idea. add 10 hours of sleep, breakfast with the older brother and some newly discovered wonderful music ("now that's what i call a loser!") to that, and i think i'm finally in the mood for some jotting.

anyways--nothing like a teenage american show to inspire, right? (i'm having a hard time focusing as i type these down, i have the most beautiful song playing in the back--one that makes you insanely happy and at the verge of tears simultaneously). these people in this show were making a movie, trying to pick out the cast members, and had these character breakdowns--a few words of descriptions for each person. so i thought--hmm, that's a genuinely good idea.

before i start off--i know that there are a few laughing lions out there who have gracefully formed a habit of following these chaotic pages (as i do theirs with pleasure) so here i am challenging you to a duel--an imaginary duel where everyone puts the gun to their head and pull the trigger--and try to describe themselves. before you make up your mind, let me just remind you: Pushkin died in a duel. That's how noble my request is.

so here it goes. me, myself and I--from my point of view.

D.

smart. outspoken. eager. impatient. friendly. good hearted. short tempered / hot headed. easily amused. imaginative. kerouac. unfocused. dominative. poetic. loud. insecure. secretive. honest. desolate. quiet. morrison. proud. self-conscious. dependable. obsessive. warm. hungry. loving. excessive. quick. naive. calm. childish. funny. shy. introverted. liar. selfish. frightened. sentimental. attention-seeker. dylan. deist. confused. decisive. lost. unconventional. sexual. brave. intellectual. alluring. angry. lonely. overcrowded. inspired.

there you go. those are the ones that come off the top of my head. give it a try.